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We hear a song that reminds of the past,whether it be good or bad.And think about where all the years gone by.Another year,another time,another place,I guess that why we say times go on.It sure does.How things change and how we change.Life changes,like the seasons.But its how we react to those changes that change us.

Here is something for you all.I am not here to be displayed as someone posing in a magazine.I do not have to win the hearts of many by glamour.If you choose to add me,I hope it is with sincerity.And you honestly take Vr seriously not for the gain in hope of finding a date.I take VR seriously and not here to find dates.To find friends and get to know other people only.If you choose not to add me,bcoz I am not displayed glamourous for your eyes.Than you are the few petty ones in life who search for love for all the wrong reasons.

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LadyKrystalynDarkstar
06:54 Mar 18 2010

Couldn't have said it better myself.

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OrionPax
08:01 Mar 22 2010

im with ya.im here to make frienda and have fun.though sometimes...i wish I was glamorous.lol

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Why I must continue in this wicked life I live,Fate has the audacity to beheld me to chains of thorns that torture me endless.I grow weary of peoples self endulgence of their own petty behavior.And I am considered the monster.Maybe its backwards,they are the monsters and I am the selfless one.However it may be,I know this.Wherever my heart lyes it can be surely for the good only,but I question those who claim otherwise from their hearts

Well,I have waited all day for any word of him.But yet,nothing.Does he think I am his little pawn in his game of lies?How can anyone be so cold and callous as he.Does not my tears mean anything.Is there any mercy in his heart,in his soul?I am not his puppet,I have feelings.It just shows me that he does not honor his word.I was naive in believing he was different,and he was not like no other.I shall not trust anymore.I had hoped things would change.But just like this,everything in my life remains the same.

What is there to live for.No one,not even one understands me.I am alone in this world.I can not resist the thoughts of my own death,that is the one thing I can control.

Just as I thought,I knew eventually I would become the fool of his demise and lies.He read me like a book and used every bit of my soul to blind me with my own blindness.Filling my head with false dreams and hopes.Convinced my heart he was true and real,when infact he was a lie.He said he cared for me

but I know that was a lie,he only pretended to care,I rather be kissed by a thousand asp then play the fool.This why i do not trust anyone.Oh,how easy it is to say I love you,and not mean it.At least I can say I did love,mine was not fake at all.He lost a true friend in me,he lost a great love that he could have had forever,and he lost a life of happiness.I do not know if I will ever trust another human soul,I have heard the same words before.By then they will be meaningless to me.There are no third chances.

O' How my heart have enjoyed these few days with

you.The path in which I have inpaled myself before was a path of no return.Then you came along,and brought forth a new energy,and new path for me.

You have become the love of my life.There are those who would rather not see us together,but this is our life.And they can not destroy something that is so powerful.Even though they gave their best,but we prevailed against them.and soon we shall lye in each others bosom.It will worth all the hard journey we have traveled to get where we are.I love you.

Well,I have not written in journal in awhile.I was busy with life.Choosing a path to take in this life,is not as easy as I assumed it would be.But still surviving.My path is to take and explore the possibilites of the one emotion that can be devastating or blissful.It's called love.I hope I am choosing the right one.And it does not come back to haunt me.Because love can be blinding sometimes,and before you know it,you are left with a scar on your heart.And memories of a past love not forgotten.